Question.....

If you have a seemingly impossible problem in front you.. what is the better option.

a) To fight the problem till you beat the problem or the problem beats you
b) To opt for any easy way out, and live with the problem.

FYI...I always try a), and I fail miserably....do you think i shud go for b)?

Down in the dumps again....

Yes dumpsters...I am back amongst you...

Reasons for being back in the dumps I wont discuss....it already hurts enough....

and for the first time in my life...

i realized why people think of ending their lives...

not that I want to, no....

I can take much more pain....

bring it on....

The day after tomorrow....

How many times has it happened that the day after tomorrow becomes a day that you are scared to face..?

When you don't know what turn your life will take, the day after tomorrow...?

When you don't know whether the day after tomorrow is goin to be the best day you can have, or the worst you can in your life?

um, God? Can I take a quick peek in my future..so that thoughts of the D-Day don't spoil my today?

please.......

Thoughts......

Why does hope exist? Why does the ray of sunlight break thru a cover of thick clouds when it knows it cant break them? Why do mirages exist in the desert when no one can take them?

Why is there always a small pause in the middle of every storm? Why is there a distant light in the darkness ever at all?

When the ray of light has to go back, when the mirages have to disappear, when the pause has to cease and give way to the fierce storm, when the distant light is going to fade out after all....

Are these just reassurances....to let man bear thru the dark n the storm, the desert n the dark...

or are they just a creation of man's mind? a search for hope when there is none...a search for water when there is desert for miles and miles....

is hope the only means of survival? why? why not finish it all at one go, kill the hope n kill the soul.

kill the future..n kill the goal...

let tomorrow never live...if darkness is what exists...

if darkness must remain, never show the light....

if hopelessness must prevail, let hope never rise!!!

Something more.....

You fill up my senses
Like a night in the forest
Like the mountains in springtime
Like a walk in the rain
Like a storm in the desert
Like a sleepy blue ocean
You fill up my senses
Come fill me again

Come let me love you
Let me give my life to you
Let me drown in your laughter
Let me die in your arms
Let me lay down beside you
Let me always be with you
Come let me love you
Come love me again

Let me give my life to you
Come let me love you
Come love me again

Song: Annie's Song
Singer: John Denver

This is almost all that I have to say.....