Monday, January 24, 2005

Ramblings of a broken heart...

huh..well..here's a topic close to my heart. What is love? is it something that makes you into an object that can be manipulated by circumstance, fate, chance, or by the person you love? Or is it some great feeling that leads to total bliss? I don't know. Well I have fallen in & out of it, but the experience left me poorer. I learnt nothing new, lost my heart, gave away my freedom & got pain in return. Its easy to set your loved one free, its hard to let go. You try to find every small thread of hope & try clinging to it, but when it breaks you still don't let go, you look out for another thread.

I have read a lot of opinions about love, have my own two-piece to add to it, but don't know if its all true. Well love is blind, for that matter, but it also makes the lovers blind. Blind to the reality around them. And as with reality, it always hits you hardest at the worst time. Life really knows to play mean..

Well I know I sound very pessimistic, low , whatever..but i m trying to forget, trying not to hold on....

May God help me. and the countless others who have been in similar situations.

just to quote calvin before signing off

"Your heart falls into your stomach & splashes your innards. This condensation shorts the circuits to your brains and you get all woozy. Your mouth disengages and you babble like cretin until she leaves." - opinion on love

signing off ......

Friday, January 21, 2005

My first post

Hi all


This is my first in a series of coherent ramblings. I am pretty new to writing a blog, but guess I'll learn as time passes by. Something bout myself. I am Ashish, working as a software engineer, loving Calvin 'n Hobbes, Formula 1 cars, reading Dan Brown, and from now on, writing blogs!!

Lets see how this works out....

Signing off for now..

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